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Forever Haunt MeYellow lined paper. That's what I see first. Enscribed with the words that forever haunt me: "This is for you Marissa." Followed by a stain of your blood.Forever Haunt Me
I look around and see your dorm, cluttered by your clothes, books and that hat I bought you.
Your roomate is crying, holding your head. Screaming but making no sound.
Your wearing the shirt I picked out for you. The deep blue of it is now tarnished by stains of sweat, blood and dirt. I notice your not wearing shoes.
I finally look at your face. Peaceful, and scerene. As if that is what it took for you to be relaxed.
The pressure is off


Let it breakI can't miss you.Let it break
I can't love you.
I can't let my heart break.
Now I'm all alone on a Saturday night, wishing you were by my side.
But you hurt me.
You chose her.
You took all you could take.
Cheaters never win, and you lied.
I hope you miss me.
I hope you love me.
I hope your heart breaks.


Story -- 10I walk into my highschool and wonder why I am putting myself through this. With every step I take, I stifle a scream. Friends walk by and smile at me; I make myself stop grimacing long enough to smile back at them.Story -- 10
My foot is fractured and here I am, walking on it. Stupid? Yes. But wheelchair are cumbersome and attention getting. My legs work just fine, minus the whole fracture thing.
I want to attempt to be normal. I want to be independent. To ease the pain I take Tylanol with codiene.
It makes me fall asleep almost as soon as it hits my tounge. I sleep through History, studyhall and lunch. When I finally w


Story -- 9I love shoes. They're an obsession of mine. So imagine if you will, me strolling through a shoe aisle. Walking past all the cute high heels, that slip off my foot. All the flipflops; stopping only to look at tennis shoes.Story -- 9
It doesn't even stop there. I can't wear the cute Nike's, or any other cute athletic shoe for that matter. I am forced to look at my demise; eight wide tennis shoes. I dare you to find a cute pair of eight wides. It's damn near immpossible.
I need that ugly size for an ugly reason: I have to wear braces on my legs. To the medical profession, those things are called Ankle and Foot Orthodics. (or A.F.O's)
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Dear DiaryDear Diary,Dear Diary
I ate a sandwich today. I realized for the first time that one does not use a spoon to eat them. I was at the deli and I ordered my usual, a turkey breast with salmon, bacon, and teriyaki sauce, sat down and began to eat, spoon in hand. The man next to me turned and said, “You know… You don’t use a spoon to eat sandwichs…”
This blew me away. All that I had known: destroyed. My world became swirling mist of the unknown. Every fact I thought I knew suddenly came into question. The way of the universe died that day.
The man grew concerned about the glazed look I had while I was shaking uncontrol


Is It Love?If I hugged you, would you never let go?Is It Love?
If I kissed you, would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand, would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder, would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk, would you really listen?
If I needed to scream, would you do it with me?
If I needed to go, would you come with me?
If I fell for you, would you catch me? or just let me hit the pavement?
| My name is Marissa. I love to write and read.. partly because I have cerebal palsy, which I believe was given to me for a reason... I'm not sure why yet, but I'll find out soon enough. Other than that, I'm a completly normal girl who writes down her dreams and has an odd talent for memorizing lyrics to songs. What does it mean to be normal anyway? |
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When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end!!!
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.."But you can't jump the tracks we're like cars on a cable. And life's lie an hourglass glued to the table."
Breathe : Anna Nalick
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When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end!!!
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.."But you can't jump the tracks we're like cars on a cable. And life's lie an hourglass glued to the table."
Breathe : Anna Nalick
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.."But you can't jump the tracks we're like cars on a cable. And life's lie an hourglass glued to the table."
Breathe : Anna Nalick
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.."But you can't jump the tracks we're like cars on a cable. And life's lie an hourglass glued to the table."
Breathe : Anna Nalick
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